放松点

放松点

书读不完不用紧的

考不到有机会再考咯

放松点

奖学金还没来

催一催迟点就来了

放松点

家里网络很慢不要不耐烦

少点呆在房间

多陪陪家人吧

放松点

太阳都出来了

洪水很快就会退去

开开心心过年去

Full of Love

As I mentioned, went to sunway piramid yesterday for cny shopping, eventually I manage to get some clothes and shoes. Had our lunch at the hot-spot restaurant Full House, this was the first time I been to Full House, I'm not strange to its' interior and menu as it often appear in friends' photo album. A new Full House outlet is going to open in SS2 Mall, I think we can go more often after that. 

Love shopping with you, my dear!

Love this angpau so much, wish to have one.

I really have to get back to my FM study now, two more weeks, fighting fighting. Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!

*手牵着手一辈子

要惜福 生活有你才不会无助

老朋友 老样子

祈望每年相聚

都能看到你幸福*

Cheerful

First of all this will be a cheerful post as my previous posts seem quite depressed. I'm quite okay now, at least for now, haha. I finish all my first mid-term tests by today, though I screw my general insurance paper, I'm going home this friday and cny is coming, who cares about the stupid test, lolx. I decided to have a pause of my study life, put FM aside for one or two days, although still got plenty hell to study, I have to let my pity brain get some rest. Had a nice but expensive lunch at Food Foundry, try their famous mille crepe cake (layer cake).

This photo is not taken by me, I did bring my lumix but stupid me left the sd card inside my laptop. RM9.00 per slice, not bad but I feel a bit greasy after finish half of it, maybe next should try choco instead of vanilla. 

Chicken Cordon Bleu RM17, quite full after finish it. By the way, someone who have upset stomach just can sat there and watched me eat, pity lah. Treat you something nice when I get my jpa money, okay? LOLx

Went to Tropicana City and have hair cut after lunch, hesitated to dye my hair, at last I didn't do that, as I think I'm lazy to do the follow-up hair care act and most important is my budget is tight. So I just did a bit trim and a treatment. Dunno why feel relief after the hair cut, maybe feel relax to lose some weight on my head?

Something good happen today, finally I get a reply for my internship application, I'm going to interview this friday. Hope I can perform well and get the place, praying hard.

Going to sunway piramid tomorrow for my cny shopping, yaya I not yet done cny shopping.

ps: thanks mr.toh for being there all the time, xoxo.

s.a.d.

伤心我不懂你
伤心你以为你懂我
伤心我不懂我自己
伤心因为想家了
伤心没有人请我
伤心要考试了
伤心有很多书要读
伤心不能专心读书
伤心没有钱逛街买新年衣
伤心我那么的失败
这是个伤心的季节。

宝贝

我亲爱的宝贝
好想现在能把你抱在怀里
对不起我没有好好照顾你
你一定很寂寞吧
每天活在等待中
我们的世界还有很多其他的东西
而你却只有我们

要赶快好起来
健健康康活到十五岁
好不好

不能没有你

！

我好想大叫

大喊

大哭一场

破口大骂

摔东西

疯狂买东西

狂吃东西

倒头大睡

真的好想。

我想

这首歌我想最近是很多人的最爱。

当然包括我

喜欢它伤感的旋律和歌词。

歌词并没有感同身受

毕竟我的朋友们还没有结婚去

而我也还没有到想婚的阶段

只是好奇我以后会不会面对歌词里的状况

~曾经小心 呵护的爱情

   最后还是 变成了叹息~

以前啊总觉得自己会嫁不出去‘

傻傻地问我的父母如果我没人要你们要收留我吗

答案是：你说呢？当然会啦！

庆幸有那么爱我的父母。

前天去看了《天天好天》后

很想自己将来可以给父母一个美好的晚年

有能力可以好好照顾他们。

今天妈妈也去看了这套戏

哭得眼红红

我知道她的想法一定和戏里的福建面uncle一样

想可以看到我们三个都过得好好的

想我们可以多陪他们。

在经历过爱情、友情和亲情后总会发现亲情最叫人感动。

人生有两件事不能等

一、行善

二、行孝

有机会想回去玻璃市走走

那里教会了我很多东西。

Bad omen?!

At this brand new beginning of year 2011, I feel bad, 

feel being chase by time, so many things undone.

Everyday facing my FM study manual but the progress still very slow. 

is it my concentration and understanding become weak already? or I am just not smart enough? The exam date is 16 Feb, yes it is after chinese new year that's mean I cant enjoy my cny even valentine day. 

Why nobody tell me cny just 3 weeks later?! I even not yet get a single new clothes, why? The reason is I feel guilty to spend my time on shopping instead of study. BUT the utmost reason is I not yet get my JPA scholarship money!!! 

What the HELL!!

My job for this 2 months not just study for Exam FM, I still taking 3 subjects for this 7 weeks semester!! I hate this kind of course structure, I feel like the time pass with exponential rate under this kind of system.

 Ohh Did I mention my midterm test 1 is on next next week, that's mean it already finish half of the syllabus and I didn't do any revision at all for this 2 weeks!! And I just not interested in accounting although it is just an introduction course but it really bored me!! No wonder I never think of study accounting at all, it just not my cup of tea!!

My internship start on March but I still not yet get any reply from any company I applied! Sad and anxious!! Even I cant handle well my relationship, sorry dear, I never mean to hurt you.

Nothing get smooth in this very first 2 weeks of year 2011. is it a bad omen for my whole year 2011?! No please!!

OS: Obviously it is a post to express my bad feeling :(

想念

一早起来，身体依然是软趴趴，伤风变严重了。

从台湾回来后，体力一直处于低糜状态到现在，唉，玩太多体力透支啦！

人是不是总在生病与压力时特别想念家人，我想念我的老豆虽然有点凶可是带着心疼的唠叨，想念我的妈咪有点烦人的细心叮咛，想念我那时常酸我的大哥，想念我大嫂撒娇的样子，想念我那有点串的二哥，想念我那总爱装无辜的何billy。。

想念一家人聚在一起的情景。

在台湾的时候，家里发生了一些叫人有点心酸的事，回来才得知，内疚没有陪在大家身边。

爸妈身上真的扛了很多责任，我能做的只是不做让他们担心的事，好好读书，顺利毕业。等大嫂生产后，大家最期待的应该就是我毕业吧，妈咪时常说到时候一定要拍美美的全家福。

2011年了，我也快要21岁人了，真的长大了，要变强才可以哦！

体力要赶快恢复啊，这个月是要拼的啊！虽然我觉得我很大机会会fail我的FM，可是我还是要尽力！好！继续读书！！！！