找不到

这世界上不可能再找到像我父母那么爱我的两个人

我的父母会在我打电话回去撒娇说我想家了想回去却不想搭巴士时对我说：

想回来就回来吧，爸爸会载你上回去的。

又或是特地迁就我的时间驾着罗厘穿过拥挤的交通载我回家。

我的父母还会在我没有回家的时候对我说：

那我们拿食物上来给你吃好吗？

只因我曾在生病时抱怨外面的食物难吃。

写到这眼泪已经流出来了，他们的付出与爱，我想我应该一辈子都报答不完。

请你们不要那么快的变老，还有很多事情我还未为你们做。

就如杜嘉鹏说的我的爸爸妈咪真的是100分的父母，但在我心里给他们打1000分都不够！

Work or study?

My final exam is coming!! In less than 3 weeks time, although there are only 3 subjects to be examine this semester, but you know what?! I'm doing my internship too, my working while studying life is extremely unbalance, I have to salute to my seniors in my company whose still can take professional exam while working full time, one word - GENG!

Initially planned to start study last weekend in home, but not very successful as my home is too comfortable and kept play around with my cutie nephew.

Then this weekend went home again, study plan was totally fail, as busy with my nephew's 1 month birthday celebration and dealing with my food poisoning sickness. Basically, I spent most of the time during the weekend on my bed, I slept through my weekend!!

And today I skip my work, but I still can't focus on study as I still sleep most of the time.

Seriously have to start study anyway!!

Bored

My desk in JP Wall

My working life is kinda bored this week, I have nothing to do most of the time, everyone is busy behind me.
Daydreaming is the only thing I can do, I really do not like this as I feel like wasting my precious life there. :(

Yeah tomorrow is Friday again, working people LOVE weekend! Already have plans for this weekend, it's will be a wonderful weekend as long as can be with my love one.

OS: I need money, I want go shop and shop.

It's life!

I just realized that I have never update my blog since I start my internship at JP Wall last week! Well, I feel that the freaking cold office is freezes my mind and life this 2 weeks, at last I'm physically and mentally adapt to this monotonous working life, my brain active again, I can feel and think now! One more good thing is I stop dreaming about EXCEL spreadsheet, can you imagine that in day from 9 to 6 facing Excel file then when sleep it appear again in dream, tortured me!


There are only twelve people include boss in my firm, most of the senior just two or three years older than me, all are nice person, do hope we can be good friend in these 4 months time. How was my work so far? Sometimes busy helping senior edit format or bind report ( yeah I'm a skilled intern now - binding skill, I think next time I can work in photostat shop), sometimes seniors busy no time to teach me then I just staring the monitor and day-dreaming for hours. My computer do not connect to network so no internet access, all I can do is keep reading through the reading material or Excel help file.


I did learn in this firm so far, but the salary is pathetic low, RM400! Enough for transportation and rental only, I got to eat myself then and the food there is not cheap, normally above RM5, I think I will bankrupt very soon. If a working people still need to take money from parent, sounds so ridiculous!


Last Friday, my family got a new member, my newborn nephew! All of us are so excited, and I'm going to back Bahau to see him, cant wait, after week he must be grow! My mom said he become cuter now.

~2 days old~ 

何禹浩

何家新任大少

要快高长大哦！

你的腰围，是谁的责任？

你的腰围，是谁的责任？-张小娴

　　沙特说，每个人都要为自己的现状负责，要抉择自己的生命，这才叫存在。

　　你腰围的尺码应该是自己的责任吧？你身上的赘肉，也与人无关。你穿不下去年买的衣服，可以怪谁呢？

　　朋友在电话里向我抱怨，他最近胖了很多，满脸暗疮，觉得整个人也提不起劲。我问他：“你今天吃了些什么？”他回答：“我在外面吃了一碟咸蛋腊肠腐乳饭。”他不是天天吃大量的肉，便是乱吃东西，本身已是一个暴躁狂，还不吃得清淡点，那一脸暗疮和狰狞的容貌是谁的责任？

　　我们要负责任的是自己的所有现状：肉体和心灵的。

　　很沮丧的时候，我曾经哭着对好朋友说：“我觉得自己很失败，把事情弄的一团糟。”他问我：“你还可以做得比现在更好吗？”

　　那一刻，我猛然醒悟，我没法做得更好，这个便是我。让我再做一次，我也许还是会这样做。

　　从前我以为爱一个人，最伟大的是等待。今天重又发现，爱的伟大，除了等待，就是接受。

　　接受他的过去，也接受他的现状。你说：“总要了解才能够接受吧？”

　　接受是：虽然不了解，也能够接受——接受我爱的人与我的差异。我们都要为爱情的现状负责。就跟腰围一样，无论美丑，这是我的，我负责。

网

就快要三年了，似乎做了很多事情，似乎什么也没做到。

有成长了吗？还是一直都只是躲在自己的世界里？

不是说时间就像是一张网，你把它撒在那里，收获就在那里，

我怎么觉得我的网像破了洞，什么都抓不住。

总觉得别人的人生才是我想要的，不曾知道自己到底是要些什么。

浑浑蘁蘁，就快连自己也留不住了。

我在怕。

最佳活动

在别人的部落格里看到了这么一句话 —— 旅行和学习是抗衰老的最佳活动。

本人非常赞同。旅行和学习让我们看到不同的东西，体验新事物的那份雀跃感我想绝对可以帮助我们常保青春。

我向往的旅行不是跟着鸭子团走马看花的，话说本人还当了三个星期的鸭子，也是有好处啦就是有人帮你安排一切，只是不能深入地了解每个地方风俗民情。我也不向往‘流浪’，很多人都喜欢用这个词，可是我却觉得有点滥潇洒。看了很多别人的背包旅行游记，赞叹他们的毅力，可以用有限的金钱踏上那么多的国度。我这种没有钱就没有安全感的人呀，应该是做不出这种事。我向往的是存了一笔小钱，然后到一个国家呆上一段时间，把钱花光光，然后再为下一个旅程努力赚钱。然而现实却一直在明示我应该是要存钱进修买车买屋子养父母结婚生小孩...

每个人都有不同的责任，不能那么自私说什么都不管就不管。要在为别人而活还是为自己而活中找到一个平衡点是件不容易的事。一直都有个信念，一个成功的人生不是你仅有一个成功的事业，或仅有一个美满的家庭，而是每一块都做到平衡，对我来说才是一个成功的人生。

至于学习啊，所谓活到老学到老，可以学习到自己有兴趣的事物真的是一件乐事呢！读书考试对于我绝对不是一种学习，那是一种机械式行为。我不要再做机械人了啦！我知道这条路是自己选的，可是我也还有权利选择摆脱这条路吧？！